According to most addiction recovery programs, the first step is admitting you have a problem. Well... I have a problem. I'm a journal-a-holic. It's true, but it's probably not the worst problem I could (or do) have.
My obsession with writing began at an early age. I remember my grandmother teaching me how to write cursive by writing letters and words at the top of the page, and then letting me copy them below. I had this knack for rhyming that probably drove my teachers and family insane, but made them proud at the same time. I'm sure I should have been rapper... well, maybe not... ;)
I started keeping a diary because I was lonely. My brothers were all way older or way younger than me. I lived in the tiniest of towns and didn't have many neighbor kids to play with. I was a dorky looking kid with big, red, curly hair (thanks to my Mother who decided to cut my hair into a chili-bowl to make my dad mad, and my Step-mom who decided she would fix it by perming it.... great idea!) and glasses. Orphan Annie anyone? Yeah, that was me. When I was really little I was popular. Then I hit the Orphan Annie stage of my life and was soon passed up by boys for the cuter, less awkward girls. I must've had the most dramatic girls ever in my class because even with my BFFs, there was always drama and fights and betrayal. But I had my diary. I could tell my diary secrets, dreams, wishes, thoughts, desires, stories and it never betrayed me.
In the beginning, it was a Lisa Frank diary with a lock and key. I had traded something (probably of more value) for it but I loved it dearly! The front and back inside covers are graffitied with "Regina loves Josh", Josh is erased, "Regina loves Dustin", Dustin is scratched out, "Regina loves Jonathan", etc., etc., etc. I even named the diary so I would have "someone" to write my letters to. "Dear Minnie" is how most of my early diary entries began.
Finally, I graduated into the world of real journals. I have a lot of them. Some are really big, some are really small. Some are intricately detailed, some have beautiful pictures, and some are very plain. Some were gifts with beautiful words from a dear friend written inside, but most I bought for myself. When I see lovely notebooks, it's hard for me to pass them up. I want them. I want them ALL. I justify it to myself and my husband by saying, "They don't expire." or "They don't go bad." But really, what I'm saying is, "They're my friends. My new friends."
Like I said, I started journaling when I was little because I was lonely. And I've kept it up for most of my life because I still feel the pangs of loneliness. Even with my friends, even with my darling husband, I still need that journal, that friend that I can tell my inner most, deepest and darkest of secrets. And let me tell you, my journals contain a lot of deep, dark secrets. I write because when I was a young child and all the way up to today and even to tomorrow, I need a way to outlet the feelings I have. To catch the overflow of ideas and emotions, to work through the problems of life, to record that I have lived at all.
Maybe you're like me, and you need that outlet, that friend, that only a journal can provide. Maybe you want to use a journal to supplement your prayer life, or your biblical study. Maybe you want to document and record your thoughts and ideas so you can create them later. Maybe you want to write a journal for your future children, grand-children, great grand-children to read. Whatever your reasoning is, I have a VERY special announcement for you. :)
By now, hopefully you've noticed the LOVELY, and I mean ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS journals throughout this blog. I don't know if all of you read through the Featured Seller Interviews on Etsy, but one wonderful shop that was featured some time ago is having a wonderful special on her journals. You can read all about Julie Boyles and her "Writing It Down Event" here. A selection of her journals are half-price and include some freebies. It's an absolutely wonderful special and if you've been waiting for the right journal or the right time then it's staring you in the face right now! The journals in this post are available for $24, instead of the usual $48. And like I said, there's some freebies, so go read her blog now and find out all about it. I hope you get inspired to journal and when you do, that you purchase from her shop! :)
I guess I had better talk to the husband when he gets home and try to convince him that I need a new "friend." ;)
All photos are directly from http://www.julieboyles.etsy.com/.





































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